Karen blinked.
“What are you talking about?”
“Exactly what I said.”
“My parents will be here in an hour.”
“I know.”
“You can’t be serious.”
“I am.”
I didn’t yell.
I didn’t slam a door.
I didn’t throw anything.
I walked into the kitchen and looked at the meal.
The turkey was beautifully browned.
Sweet potatoes were warming in the oven.
Green bean casserole sat on the counter.
Fresh rolls.
Pumpkin pie cooling nearby.
Everything Karen had prepared for the people she believed deserved a seat at the table.
I opened the cabinet above the refrigerator and pulled out several foil trays.
Karen appeared in the doorway.
“What are you doing?”
“Packing dinner.”
“Rick.”
I kept working.
“I heard you tell my father he wasn’t welcome in his son’s home on Thanksgiving because he smells like the work he spent fifty years doing.”
She stared at me.
“I’m not sitting down to dinner after that.”
“So you’re ruining Thanksgiving?”
“No.”
I covered the sweet potatoes with foil.
“I’m having Thanksgiving with my father.”
Karen told me I was being childish.
She said her parents would be embarrassed.
She said I couldn’t simply take the food and leave.
She said I was making a mistake.
I listened while packing everything into my truck.
But I didn’t argue.
There was nothing left to debate.
I drove to Dad’s house.
The trip usually took twenty-two minutes.
That morning, with most people already where they planned to spend the holiday, it took seventeen.
Dad lived in a small 1960s ranch house on a corner lot.
His detached garage had never had an empty bay for as long as I could remember.
There was always something inside being repaired.
A neighbor’s lawn mower.
An old pickup.
A friend’s snowblower.
Something.
The porch light was on.
It almost always was.
I knocked.
Dad opened the door, looked at me, then at the foil trays in my arms.
Then back at me.
“Rick?”
“Happy Thanksgiving, Dad.”
He stared another second.
“You planning on standing out there all day?”
He stepped aside.
His house smelled like coffee, pine cleaner, and the faint trace of motor oil that seemed permanently woven into everything he owned.
I had always found it comforting.
I put the food on his kitchen table.
Dad watched me uncover the trays.
