I was exhausted, shaking, still attached to monitors, holding a newborn whose parents had spent years begging for the chance to love her.
I looked down at her tiny face.
Her eyes were closed.
Her little mouth opened and closed as she settled against me.
Something fierce rose inside my chest.
I bent my head toward her.
“You aren’t being abandoned,” I whispered. “Not while I’m here.”
At that moment, I meant every word.
Part 4 — Three Days Later
For the next three days, my life changed completely.
The doctors talked to us about Hope’s condition and what treatment could involve.
That was the name I began calling her.
Hope.
Because after everything that had happened, I needed her name to mean something.
Melissa was devastated and barely able to speak to Ryan.
Ryan had vanished emotionally after leaving the hospital.
Meanwhile, I went home with a recovering body, a newborn schedule, and more questions than answers.
Three days after the birth, Ryan finally showed up at my house.