At 19, My Best Friend And I Made A Promise About Turning 60 — Then My Landline Rang

“Happy birthday.”

“You Remembered”
“You remembered my birthday.”

“Ruthie. I remembered every single one. Forty-one of them.”

I put my hand over my mouth.

Forty-one years disappeared in one sentence. That’s what I want people to understand. It took one sentence.

And then his voice broke.

“I Need You to Know Something Before I Die”
I closed my eyes.

“What?”

“I was in love with you when we made that promise. Under those bleachers. I was already in love with you.”

I couldn’t move.

“Jeffrey — “

“And I’d already bought the ring.”

My Eyes Came Open
“What ring?”

“The one I was going to give you before I left for school. It was in my dresser drawer for six weeks.”

The kitchen seemed to tilt. I got up off that floor.

“Then why did you marry somebody else?”

And my best friend started crying into a telephone.

“That’s what I’ve spent forty years wishing I could explain to you.”

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